You make me alive

You make me forget why I gave it all up

You make me forget the horrors in my mind

The blood and the raging fire

The agony of losing my people

The cruelty of abandonment

And the shadows of death looming over me

You make me remember why

Why I keep doing this

I do hope you think of me

Because you make me alive

And I just want to love you

- Saul’s Journal

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