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  • Writer's pictureLavender Milk & Honey

Dust and ghosts

Trigger warning : Suicide, no blood



All my life I wandered, Desperately to find a real home. But I found better... I found you.



Why’d you have to do this?! I fucking loved you!! I love you...

I love you so much V.



I don’t know what’s happening to me.

I... I’m so lost here.

If home is wherever you are,

I wanna be there too.



The desert can claim my bones,

There’s only pain in them.

The only thing I'm sure of now,

Is that the rain won’t dry my tears.


But it’s okay,

I won’t need them where I’m going.

I don’t need anything.

Only my love for you.



 

After V’s suicide, the clan falls apart, unable to mend their issues. Saul falls into a deep depression, having lost his sole purpose and the one that gave his life meaning again. He lets the desert claim him, wandering alone, like he felt doing most of his life.


Not everything ends the way we hoped. Sometimes the only way to start again, is to say goodbye.


 

Ship Song :

This I Love - Guns N' Roses



Lyrics



And now I don't know why She wouldn't say goodbye But then it seems that I Had seen it in her eyes


Though it might not be wise I'd still have to try With all the love I have inside I can't deny


I just can't let it die 'Cause her heart's just like mine She holds her pain inside


So if you ask me why She wouldn't say goodbye I know somewhere inside


There is a special light Still shining bright And even on the darkest night She can't deny


So if she's somewhere near me I hope to God she hears me There's no one else Could ever make me feel I'm so alive I hoped she'd never leave me Please God you must believe me I've searched the universe And found myself Within' her eyes


No matter how I try They say it's all a lie So what's the use of my Confessions to a crime Of passions that won't die In my heart


So if she's somewhere near me I hope to God she hears me There's no one else Could ever make me feel I'm so alive I hoped she'd never leave me Please God you must believe me I've searched the universe And found myself Within' her eyes


So if she's somewhere near me I hope to God she hears me There's no one else Could ever make me feel I'm so alive

I hoped she'd never leave me Please God you must believe me I've searched the universe And found myself Within' her eyes


So now I don't know why She wouldn't say goodbye It just might be that I Had seen it in her eyes And now it seems that I Gave up my ghost of pride I'll never say goodbye


 

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